Feelings..

This year is so hard for me because of school, family problems, teachers... So sometimes I want to disappear.
I think that nobody understands me and my personal problems, because everybody has their life and they don’t stop and think about me.
When I was a child, I thought that my world was perfect and my family too. Of course I continue thinking that but everything has changed for me. Because I have grow up I have to learn that life is more difficult as you get older. So, your mum doesn’t protect you like before, your family has new problems, your friends become different and sometimes they don’t talk about their problems and they aren’t interested in yours and this is when I realize that there are 3 or 4 people in your life who want to be with you forever.
For me it’s very difficult to understand this. Like a child who doesn’t understand that he has dropped his lollipop, I don’t understand how people don’t think about others, they don’t think about people who are important in their lifes.
But I hope that my future will be good because I always believe that I have good luck, because I have people who love me, I have a fantastic boyfriend who always helps me and he understands me, but maybe we won’t always be a couple. But I know that he’s one of these 3 or 4 people who will never fail.
In conlcusion, there’s a thing that I have learnt and I understand too: Life is very short, and we have to make the most of it to the end.